Still Not Getting Any- u got it.

yesterday was a real bad day, really.

the whole day didnt work out right. we did so much walking, met so many witches and demons, and basically, our luck sucked. as usual. okay. let me start with the queueing. the concert was supposed to start at 8pm, and anna and i were there at around 3. her friends were already there to queue for us so that's not a big deal. and when we popped in to see how many people were in front of us, there was only around 30-40.. Okay. so now, that means we're in the front 10 rows right? cool. BUT NO. apparently, people started cutting in between groups and squeezed in. oh so now u think u're gonna be in the front few rows huh?

THINK AGAIN. when the security guard announced that they were gonna let us in in groups of 10 at around 6 plus, everyone stood up and the people behind started pushing and screaming. i felt like i was gonna fall loads of times.. everyone's like swaying to the left, and then to the right. hey, as if i'm not annoyed enough, people from the back started squeezing and pushing their way to the front and that whole queueing thing? gone. no more lines can be seen cos everyone's just fighting their way to the front. f*** off people and stop pushing!!! i was so pissed at the asses behind me, i really wanted to volunteer to go the very end of the queue instead of being pushed around. but i couldnt even move back. and the guards kept asking us to stand, sit, stand and sit. bad move. however, i must say that there was this really nice guy who let me move in front to anna cos we were kinda seperated. thanx dude! things got to the point where policemen and women came in to try to bring order. and the gig hasnt even started yet! people were shouting" stop pushing!!" here and there and this group of caucasion girls next to me actually said, "ok, push.". dammit. it's people like them who's giving us a hard time. and i thought all westerners were nice people.

Convention Hall 601-
so we finally got our spot. but i'm so short everyone in front towered me. darn. that's not even the start of the problem. more people came in and started pushing and squeezing behind us. we're totally like sardines.i couldnt even jump! i was freaking pissed and hot and everyone taller then me were definitely stealing my air. Then there was this particular group of caucasions and this chinese girl(friends of pug jelly i think) with a nice accent i should say and they looked like they were so enjoying tho everyone was pushing. lol but the guy shouted a lot of stuffs like," hey if u guys stop pushing i'd take off my shirt for u!" and "hey bitches! stop pushing, man, a girl's fainted!( and just in case u were wondering? no, no one fainted)" MWAHA.

ok ladies and gentlemen, let me introduce u to this little witch.she's this girl standing behind me (who's shorter than me) who kept pulling my shoulders and pushing it down, and jumping with her arms on them, up and down.she was so close to me and she kept moving, i felt like she was humping me! u know, stuffs animals do when they need ***? i think so. i heard it on The Osbournes. geez! stop it! oh and before that, everyone started pushing to the left, then the right, and suddenly my row of people fell to right like a domino effect. everyone fell on the person next to them, and i fell on anna, who fell on her friend. they were all on my legs so it was damn heavy, and we were all on anna's legs, which sucked too. i was trying to lift my body up a little so anna wouldnt hurt so much but it wouldnt work. we took such a while to get up! damn that was scary! and that got me really pissed.

couldnt hear what Pug Jelly was singing cos the "humper" kept screaming into my ear, and grabbing my shoulders to jump up and down. i so felt like turning behind to push her and scream at her to shut up!!! what a *toot*. the only thing i heard halfway was Come Home Soon's chorus, when everyone started singing "down down down".."love love love". so of cos, i sang along(lol) but i wasnt enjoying myself cos i couldnt jump! after Pug ended, i couldnt take it anymore cos i knew that when Simple Plan came out, everyone would push more. so we eventually went to the back (sorry anna dear, i know u wanted to be in front). that was when i realisd that the back was soooooo spacious!!! there was even space for u to put stuffs! and cos SP wasnt out yet, there were sooo many people sitting down. GOD. the best part was...THERE WAS AIR FOR ME TO BREATHE!!! and i could see the stage!! damn i should've just went to the back in e first place. so spacious, so big, and u can breathe, and jump! ooh things were getting better.

Simple Plan finally came out at around 9 and everyone stood up and started screaming. ME INCLUDED(i kept "woohoo-ing"). HARHAR. Things WERE getting better. and then they started singing.oh things were lovely. i was on cloud nine. i cant really describe the feeling now, but i was totally like, there. i just kept jumping and swaying and singing at the top of my lungs, i bet my classmates wouldnt believe that was me if they had seen it. lol. and note this. there were sooo many parents at the back! mostly caucasions, and boy, do they rock! this dad knew the lyrics to at least the chorus to most of the songs!!!!!even "I'm Just A Kid" and "Grow Up".. so funny but damn cool!!!!! and this mom in front of me was rocking to the songs, and her husband was carrying her son(maybe 8 or 9 yrs old) on his shoulders, jumping to it too! These parents, are so cool. and nope, didnt see no singaporean parents doing so. basically they were either standing at the sides with the impatient look on their faces, or they were downstairs waiting. BORING. *yawns*

So anyway, i knew the lyrics to almost every single song, and was basically having the time of my life. they sang "Untitled" and "Crazy" which they havent sang anywhere else yet. WOOOOOOAHH! I LOVED IT! all in all they sang a total of 19 songs! can u imagine??? 19! including "i believe in a thing called love" and "happy together" which was pretty impressive..But my favourite would have to be.. "Perfect". the whole accoustic start with everyone singing. totally cool.

and i must add that chuck, man of the night. lol

the night ended well. but my ears are still muffled now!!! can somebody tell me if that's normal before i go see the doctors? i cant hear things properly now and it's all blur. ANYBODY!

*crosses fingers and prays tmr's gig rocks*

went down to orchard on friday with anna. were supposed to do shopping or something, and yea, have mudpie.but man, i'm telling you, we're such whiners. we decided to have a proper lunch before the mudpie and thus, Student's Meal at burger king. some proper lunch that was. but damn, the meal was so freaking filling! the burger was huge, and the chicken piece was large. i guess u can call that proper now?

so we walked around some areas again and again and again, like, repeatedly. and we weren't exactly very active. and i was getting sleepy. so we were whining about being tired, whining about our legs hurting, whining about being sleepy. and it was only around 2+. it's so dumb, cos there's only the two of us, and we're both whining, to each other. why couldnt we just agree and leave then?lol. i don't recall. but then anna decided that we should just go to nydc for mudpie, and then leave. afterall, that's pretty much one of the reasons why we went to orchard for. plus, anna's treating. =)

NYDC. hm. Mudpie. mmmm. i've never had one, so i didnt exactly know what a mudpie tasted like.we ordered the cookie monster mudpie and it tasted, like heaven. BLESS e creator of that mudpie.bless u!! that was a freaking good mudpie y'all! but of course, we had to order drinks to quench ourselves cos hey, that mudpie? CHOCOLATE-Y. *drools*(how many "mudpie"s have i mentioned so far?) so silly old me decided to order an iced peach elephancinno while anna had lemon shiver. when my drink came, i was like, "what." it was, jumbo-sized. kinda like a cookie jar. darn it! i was already sooo full! like, how was i to know it'd be huge??? ok, so maybe "elephancinno" did hint something, but i'm not that smart to know what it was hinting! and yes, u guessed it. couldnt finish the drink. practically struggled to drink half of it. need i remind u that the burger king meal was filling? says it all. so we whined again. being full, anna being cold,needing to go to e toilet, blah blah blah. anna, we're never gonna make it in hongkong. ANYHOW, i brought 100 bucks for shopping, and ended up buying a $10 pants. message to all: u're looking at el cheapo here.

so yesterday, my parents and i went to this shop to change our video tapes(of us in NZ and aus) into vcds. it was way cheaper, compared to others. plus, the lady boss of the shop was my dad's and bro's friend. lol. but one thing tho. it was all the way at boon lay. so the whole car ride was me reminiscing through the entire australia trip, and i'm surpirsed i could remember sooo many details! is it really true that u can only remember stuffs from primary one onwards? because i certainly dont remember anything about both new zealand trips! and dad said it's probabaly true. or maybe it's just my poor memory. yea, i think so.

i finally bought a voice recording radio! have been looking for a 2nd hand or cheap one for so long and i finally got it from e lady. she charged me 29 bucks for it when it's original price was 30+. and she charged my dad 35 bucks for this speaker when it costed $39. and e thing was, we didnt even ask her to do so. she was so sweet(and quite pretty, i might add), she even gave me a 90 min casette tape for free! *smiles* cool, i finally get my recorder to erm, do stuffs. YES!

Quote: "i don't wanna live the life of others. i don't wanna be someone that i'm not."

i wanna grow up quick. i wanna be famous. i wanna make tons of money. i wanna leave this place.

i'll get outta here.

8 mile's getting to me.

ok. it really pisses me off when i read my last entry. i'm still so pissed. pissed off at myself, pissed off at the world.

but then, i stopped thinking abt it for the moment, and thought about something else. 8 more days. i'll finally get to listen to them live. i'll finally get to Jump to their songs. and all these talks with anna is getting me more excited. i really need to listen to their songs right now. points out every single bit of my life. I cannot wait!!! plus on a side note, i suppose Pug Jelly will be their opening act. wow..i dont believe this. it's happening.

Simple Plan, here i come!!!

so i received a call early in the morning around 830 am to check my posting of course. mom anxiously passed me the phone. she was freakingly more anxious then i am. i kept telling her to relax and it doesnt matter where i was posted to cos i'm ok with anything, as long as it's not property development. also i had only fallen asleep arnd 4+ and was freakingly sleepy.

i got into info-communications.

so.

whoopee?

here's the story. mom burst when she found out i'm in info-comms. she got all worked up, saying that it was a stupid course or something. u see, in her mind, there was only one course that she wanted me to get in. Hospitality and Tourism Management.and yes, that was in my first choice. ok, i do have a preference for that course, but like i said, any course is fine with me as long as it's not the one stated above.but no. it doesnt work that way for her. for these past few weeks, she's been asking me stuffs abt HTM and all, telling me to borrow books about it and stuffs. but i kept reminding her that i might not get into HTM and that i'll borrow books for the course i'm studying, WHEN I KNOW WHICH IT IS. so basically, HTM has been planted in her head. for a very long time.

she gave me that oh-my-goodness-it's-the-end-of-the-world behaviour.exploded.erupted.bits and pieces of ashes falling everywhere.she acted like it's over. over. so there i am, looking at the course name, and there she was, shrieking and stuffs. so that got me pissed off. like nuts. i was sleepy. so it's not gonna help if u stand there and act all crazy. plus she kept saying that it was a stupid course.stupid course. stupid course. stupid course. WILL YOU STOP IT??? what do u know about the course that makes it stupid? she doesnt even know what that course is about.but again, she only planted HTM in her head.

yes, i'm not that excited about it. i'm an idiot with computers. but the guy there said they'll teach u everything, so i suppose that's okay right? but NO. MOM refuses to think so. she didnt even give me a chance to describe that course. she just kept saying it was bad, stupid and all, and i got pissed off so badly, i was telling her not to piss me off any further early in the morning. she continued, and woke my dad up and was all like,"aiya..she got into info comms...aiyo.."with that voice i hate. the voice that makes me feel guilty and stuffs. the oh-my-god-it's-the end-of-the-world voice.

that's it. piss-ed off.

dad woke up and was like, "what's the big fuss all about??" and my mom was all like, i'm in info comms and die.. it's bad and all.. and dad was like, " info comms, info comms lah! why r u so worked up??y r u making such a big fuss?" he said that it doesnt matter what course i was taking, as long as i'm okay with it. but my mom was freaking out like crazy and i couldnt take it..i dont believe this. so she just shut the door and went off to work.she was sooo dead on on me taking HTM, everything else is rubbish to her. if only she'd just learn how to pause, think for a moment, and then talk.

look, i know u're all going to tell me that my mom is just concerned about my future and stuffs..i know it too. BUT might i add that u'll still have a future, regardless of what course u're taking? as long as u try ur best to do well, i'm sure u'll at least graduate with a diploma.even ITE students have great futures. this is a new world.not some superficial old world where if u dont get into JC, it's over. Dad told bro about it and even bro was saying that it was okay. One stepping stone, big deal?

it's not even really a stepping stone. now she wants me to appeal. but really, should i?should i really appeal for it? it might not work out.. Maybe i can work info-comms out?

screw this!

ok. i'm finally blogging with my computer. but it's still not working properly yet. it's still not ready.-pulls hair-

anyway, i better blog now before something screws up again.

Friday night was fun. my dad picked up bro from his camp and we all went to Aranda for a little family time. yep. My parents dipped themselves in the jacuzzi while bro and i went to the gym. it was soo nice cos there were only 1 or 2 people in e gym when we went in cos it was around 830pm. working out at that gym was pretty interesting. well, and tiring. but i loved it! running on the treadmill and stuffs, i should buy a treadmill for my room! so i did like, sit-ups till my stomach muscle suddenly pulled. woah it hurt, but i was sooo happy! i know, i'm weird, but i guess it shows that it's really worked out doesnt it?? ha. by 9.15 i was all alone in the gym, with class95 playing on the radio, and the tv with extreme makeover. cool i'm telling u.

after that we went to bedok for dinner. har! Ba chor mee never tasted so good in my life! *grins at jean* it's true that u get really hungry after exercising. i was starving. so mom suggested ordering satays. OH NO! i cant eat that. otherwise all the running and sit-ups, wasted! but then.... bro, the expert(really) told me this whole thing about how it's ok to eat after exercising and u should eat more and stuffs, with the whole glucose and carbo thingy, (i really don't know, but it means that i can eat it) and yep. u guessed it. feasted on satays like a wiild boar. hey once in a while, can lah. =P so dad suggested that we should make every friday night family gym night. haha so anyone who intends to ask me to go out on fri nights, no more chance! we're doing our part for singapore's Healthy Lifestyle campaign! lol

saturday. went out with my aunt. totally weird and awkward. cos it was just the 2 of us. but i'm telling u, shopping with her is like, watching spongebob squarepants! it's funny. and she buys the stuffs as long as she likes it. wow if my mom was like that...*starts wondering* So my aunt gave me "some money" (which i repeatedly refused and eventually unwillingly took<-it's true!) to buy clothes and stuffs. And in the end, she paid for everything i bought! MY gosh, what an aunt man. what an aunt. oh not forgetting this. she should get an award for her bargaining skills. friendly yet, professional. lol. So on our way back in the train, this young couple(prob my age), whom i presume, were doing really intimate stuffs by the door, got yelled at by this indian lady. the words go something like this. "HEY! are u singaporean? are u? looking for hotel is it?!? not singaporean dont take MRT LAH! TAKE A CAB LAH!" yes. she's either deprived of love, or the couple were probably over-intimate.haha. it's amusing.

which brings me to another story. sunday. (haha i know! so many stories! it's been so long since i blogged!) Went out with anna, supposedly, to Cheerobics. But u noe, we.. we're just dumb and assumers, so we ended up at Ngee Ann City where we assumed it will be held at(cos it was last yr) and waddya 'noe? it's empty. LOL need i mention again we're assumers? girl, if this was the Amazing race, and we didnt read the info correctly, Anna and Seige, Last Place. lol.so we took a freaking slow Bus 14 to Suntec(where Cheerobics was held at) and now, the story. anna and i sat all the way to the back of the bus, and right in front of us were this couple.they were sitting, perpendicular to how we were sitting. Mr I-love-u-so-much-my-smoochie-pie and Ms you're-a-great-lover-my-hunchie-bunny were caressing each other so much, right in front of my face.

at first, it didnt bother me cos hey, they're a couple. it's normal. but soon it got more um, er how do u say this, vigorous(LOL! I DONT KNOW!) and i got annoyed. Plus the fact that the traffic was so heavy, and i had to keep turning my head to the left to look out the window cos everytime i faced the front, the woman would look up at me. haha so anna and i started typing what we wanted to say on our hps and showed them to each other. Then anna typed something that just sounded really funny to me, and i burst out laughing.So hard the couple suddenly stopped and looked at me. I shant reveal the contents of the message but it's hilarious. LOL. ha! In your faces, busters!!! hmph. *clenches 2 fists and bumps them together*

and yes, we missed e results to cheerobics. AGAIN. lol are we losers, or are we losers?

(Pavillion Package. some details not included.)
went out with anna again yesterday with 2 more friends, and we went to the pavillion, again to my dismay. lol. i'm not a pool player, and not a pavillion kinda girl. i totally suck at pool. and still, no offence to anyone, but i still think that place sucks. and yea, when things couldnt get any worst, saw practically half my classmates there.and some "other" people. haha smart ol' me just ran to give Shaun a little shoulder tap and "hi" and left.

well ok,so much for my non-exciting,crap-revealing adventures.am gonna go off now to catch the repeat of The Return Of The King on HBO. yay.

Ps: Yee Hwee, thanks girl! have to reply to ur comments here cos comment box not working. but anyway, thanks again!
Quote: "I'd rather have my heart broken then break one."- Josh Hartnett

ok. i have not been blogging for so long because my damn computer's given up on me. went on strike or something. so it'll only be ok, i hope, on sat when my bro returns home to deal with it. yay :) But right now tho, anna's computer is wonderful.

so anyway, i think i'll start off with last sat. (wanna find out about my 'o's? LATER. HMPH) last sat anna and i went out to the pasar malam at tampines interchange.. Everything's basically the same, like, common pasar malam stuffs. Bought a pair of earrings, A PAIR I SAY, which leads me to this: I put them on for like 1 day, and on sunday i took out my left earring and my ear lope was bleeding. and no, it wasnt just a little bit of blood, it was like, one tiny dap and voila! a japanese flag formed on the tissue. OK so i exaggerated a little, but i swear it was bleeding alot. didnt hurt at all but, ah well, my E-BLOOD(yo!) wanted to come out so badly, i decided to let him breathe some air. so now i'm only wearing one earring on my right ear, and i look like a:
a) pirate b)ah lian c)..ah beng?

so anyway, later on we saw the electric guitar competition thingy outside of TM and boy i'm telling u, people who can play that magical instrument are so talented! this nerdy looking dude went up, and i have to say," never judge a book by it's cover." uh-huh. his fingers are like magical. the way they move. *does finger movement* oh i can do it sooo well,in the air. right. anyway, one of the guys who participated was from my sch, and he was playing it pretty well. it was very.. southern-cowboyish blues. fabulous. sat was great.

ok, monday-release of 'o' level results. let me just say that i screwed up my prelims real badly, and my L1R4 was 29 and my R5 was 38 or something. i rmb telling everyone that i'll be happy as long as i get a 20 and below for my LIR4. so that i can enter poly. well, i am pretty happy. i shant say how much i've got but it's waaayyyy better than my prelims so i'm joyful. :)

i dont know how to explain this,but do u ever see 2 different kinds of people? like,1 kind would not be happy with the food they eat but the other would be happy as long as there's food?( wow i am bad at this explaining stuffs!lousy phrasing!) well that's how it pretty much works for me. i'm the other kind. while some are angry and sad over not being able to make it to the JC of their choice, i'm happy with being able to make it to poly. PHEW.

and i have to mention this too. Anna passed me the collage she had made for me and, it's artistic, interesting, and basically, HOT. lol

I HATE THE MOE FOR COMING UP WITH SINGPASS! I HATE GOING ONLINE FOR MY ADMISSION. I WANT THE TRADITIONAL WAY. NOW I CANT DO ANYTHING COS THE DAMN SITE IS SLOW. IF I DONT GET THIS DONE, I'LL NOT MAKE IT BY FRIDAY. I'LL BE COURSELESS, AND IT'LL BE ALL YOUR FAULT, U FREAKING MOE.

Quote: "I can never live with a smoker. No, never." - Jennifer Garner