conflicted.

where is the love? is it there? really?

which love is it? what kind?

i wish i knew the answers to these questions. i'll be honest. i feel guilty. really. i dont know if it's my fault. truth is, i dont even know if there is a problem. so why do i feel like there is? i can sense it. i was born with senses. i feel it. there's nothing wrong but it doesnt feel right either. it isnt there anymore?

maybe it really is my fault. maybe i'm the wrong reason. or maybe i'm just being paranoid. look, i've seen things. i've read things. i've never been through it, but i know what it's supposed to be like, and this sure doesnt feel like it.

i wish that i'm wrong. i hope that i'm wrong. i pray that i'm wrong.
i dont care if i'm 19. i need to be selfish.

dont guess what this is about, i'm pretty sure you're wrong. :)

meanwhile, i havent done great in my exams or anything but i guess i should be pretty satisfied with the results. oh well. i was more excited this afternoon.

i need a good song.


i feel better already.
sunshine. :)