Monday, January 31, 2005

On fri night, Anna decided that we should do some sporty stuffs the next day after watching a tennis match on tv. OH NO. SO, she started coming up with all sorts of stuffs to do which, i was pretty much lazy to even mention... After a whole long long time, she decided. We were going to go to Pasir Ris Park the next day to cycle.

Sat morning, we set off at around 9.30 and took bus 81 from the bus stop behind our house. Now note this. We werent even sure if 81 was going to take us to the park. We only knew that it would take us to Pasir Ris. And there, ONCE AGAIN, we risked it.

N it did take us to a park in Pasir Ris.



But WAIT, HOLD ON.


It wasnt Pasir Ris Park. It was Pasir Ris Town Park.


SO 2 dumbarses walked and walked and walked and walked for what seemed like centuries, before they found Pasir Ris Park. Nope, no "Town" in the middle. I swear it was like centuries. DUMB DUMB DUMB! And then we looked opposite, next to Aranda, and we saw a sign there helping us. Once again, we are fools who like embarrassing ourselves u noe. Thus...

me: look! the red and yellow flag! we found it!
anna: QUICK! LET'S RUN!!

both idiots dash across the road and heads towards the sign that says, "Pasir ris park- 570m. Pasir Ris town park, 140m." ah finally, we're in the right lead.

*imagines tv screen*

Anna & Seige
Currently in last place.

20 HRS later...

Anna & Seige
Still in last place.

yes yes if u guys still dont get it, we were imagining ourselves in the Amazing Race! lol. okay i noe. it's stupid. But i really cant describe it well thru this. I swear it just felt freaking funny on that day. Lameasses , we were. But let's go on.

So we decided to do a little Role playing.

i started crying and acted all whiny and screamed, "JON! JON! WAIT FOR ME!!!*sobs loudly*"
Anna, decided to put in all the experiences she had in acting, and her great acting skills, and shouted in the best impersonation ever, "VICTORIA. WHY MUST U DO THIS???" rofl. i swear, we were sooooooo LAME, it was sooooo funny. Cos no one was there. So more impersonations came out. Hayden and Aaron. Freddy and Kendra.<-LOL!!!!! *looks at anna**laaughs till breath goes short*lol...oh and we also did a Adam and Rebacca and a Lori and Bolo. freaking hilarious.

Anyway at when we finally got to the park, we rented a double bike(the kind with 2 in one thingy). I wanna sue the PARK! WHY CANT THEY PUT UP SIGNS SHOWING US TO THE BIKE KIOSK???? LIKE, IT TOOK US AGES TO FIND IT! oh, my, gosh. I am so gonna have, a bitch fit. i'm gonna call ur boss. No wait, i'm gonna c ur boss. No even better. I'll write a letter. Yea that's right. "Dear Mr supervisor .."

anna sat in front and me behind. it was fun, really. lol. we also parked our bike at the beach and i drew spongebob and squidwirt(however u spell it)on the sand.AWWW SO CUTE!!!!! UNTIL, 10 seconds later, the tide came in and washed them away. lol. Anyway, our bike chain came offand Anna took like a while to fix it and boy, did her hands turn black! damn that bike.

treated her to lunch at Restaurant Aranda. WHOA eh? It's not just some fast food restaurant u noe! It's like, like, a real restaurant! The kind where u wouldnt dare making too much noise or anything. wow we are growing up. Had like, set lunch meal. Each persons gets, a grilled chicken chop with bbq sauce, mushroom soup, bread, coffee/tea, fruit cocktail and a free glass of water. All that for $9.80. Pretty worth it eh? but WELL, IT WAS FREAKING FILLING! so um, couldnt finish the soup. -slaps self- but all in all, it was great. Then we went shopping. wow.

When i got home, found out that bro bought a digi cam. Finally. He was walking around, taking pictures and videos..lol.. He took the cam, walked up to my dad, den to me, filming us and asking us how our day was. lol well. ooh but we can hear the sounds when we watched the video thru the camera. Cool. i cant wait for chinese new year.

Quote: " The world is ready for a black James Bond."- P. Diddy

Friday, January 28, 2005

Work today was pretty alright.. judging that i was e buffet runner so i didnt have to serve people or clear their plates... But being e buffet runner also had it's tough times... like the huge rush to have to bring out all the plates and refilling the coffee and all...blah blah blah...

Still, it wasnt that bad...

WELL, not until lunch. Well, how do i say it? let's just say someone started becoming a pain in my ass. Shant say who(Jean knows who tho lol). Thinks i'm a robot built perfectly to obey IT'S (shant even tell u the sex) instructions. IT wanted me to bring out the plates, then as i was gonna bring out the plates it asked me to wipe the FILTHY table. SO, am i supposed to have 4 hands and a super long stretched body so that i could clean the table, bring out the plates, while my feet are still in the kitchen at the same time? Hmm let's try.

*stands still and tries to stretch**tries squeezing out 2 more arms*





Nope, not working.


Ah well, it's all part of work. There's bound to be some bad and spoilt mango among the nice and sweet ones. That's called the real work life. If i were to be in an environment where everyone's just perfectly nice, i might think i'm in heaven. But hey, this is Singapore u noe?


Onto a brighter side, i was at the dessert area where all the fruits and salad were, when this caucasion lady came up to me and asked me what the fruit that she was pointing at was. I looked at it, thinking to myself,"It looks like green grapes with the skin peeled off.. but.. the size looks slightly bigger than grapes...what the hell is it???" so i told her to wait a while while i go find out. i called this chef at the buffet area and i was like, "na4 ge4 shi4 shen3 me4 fruit ah?(what fruit is that ah?)" he walked over,smiles," atap chee."(if that's what it spells lah) me: *turns to woman*" Ma'am, this fruit is called Atap Chee." woman:"i'm sorry what?" chef:" it's very nice and sweet one... u can try ma'am.." woman:"oh okay *smiles* Can u tell that to my husband sitting there*points* cos i dont noe how to pronounce it..haha.." so i went up to her husband and told him. husband:" A-TAP what?" me: "Atap Chee." husband:" *in am accent* atap chee. oh..nv heard of it.. thank you very much.." lol, it was so cute.

later on, the chef was like, "ni3 bu4 zhi1 dao4 na4 ge4 shi4 atp chee ah?(u dont know that that was atap chee?)" so i said i didnt.. chef:" ni3 mei2 you3 chi1 guo4 chendol meh?(u nv eat before chendol meh?)<-haha i noe. direct translation, singaporean style. ANYWAY, i said i nv ate it before. so he was like,"hahah oh... gai3 ci4 yao4 dai4 ni3 qu4 try(next time must bring you go try)" lol nice man lah he.

well..sat going out...so tmr is a good resting day... backaches now..I'M OLD!

Ps: Damn. I have a freaking pimple growing and it always freaking grows at the SAME spot. CURSE U PIMPLE BOY!*squirts*

Pps: i've been a reader of this blog-> http://www.maystardesigns.com/journal.html for a while... and damn she's going to be in a music video...of GARBAGE'S! WOAH!!!

Quote: " Smokers and drinkers are sinners."-Jewel

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

School.

It's no longer just a place for education.It's more than that.

It's a place to compete, a place to battle one's friendship, to compete for popularity, to make friends, to lose friends, to see good and bad people, to watch one change, to be the smartest, and the weakest, to be laughed at, to be adored, to make enemies, to love and hate teachers, to meet friends to sneak out of school, to bitch behind other people's back, to hang out, to fall in love, to fall out of love, to have fun, to ruin teenage life.

Generally, it's a place to educate young people. Generally.

Let's talk about popularity. In America, being UN-popular (or a Loser as to what u'll be labelled as) in high school might just leave behind scars for life. such a sad scene.






And then, Swee Hoon gets bored of that whole school composition thingy and stops boring people.


SO ANYWAY, i watched America's Next Top Model 3 on malaysian channel just now and boy were there drama. This glass throwing part, like WOAH.. and i know i'm gonna be a spoiler or something, but one of the girls is legally blind! it was so sad when she revealed it to the other girls..everyone was crying and she was like," Please dont cry...i've learned to get use to this for 10 years.." and she has a son whose nearly 2...she has beautiful, like translucent-bluish green eyes. very nice. a pity she's going blind...it's so sad...

Quote: "i'm a big insane teddy bear."-Jack Black

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

let's take a recap of what has been happening for the past few days...

Broke a couple of plates on Sat at work, bruised my leg from that, bought Simple Plan's gig tickets with anna, went for chicken rice at serangoon last night. Oh and how can i forget? went to my aunt's house to make pineapple tarts and peanut cookies for new year. LOADS of pineapple tarts alright.

watched Elektra today. It's a pretty cool show. Especially that whole one arm pull up part. i dont know if she really did it, but if she did, well done Jennifer!And if there was some help, well done director cos i couldnt see the strings or anything! Props to that! But i have a feeling Jennifer Garner really did it without any strings cos looking at her, man u can see that she's one fitness buff. She is way-cool. i like her. And the young girl (Abby)'s pretty cool too.. the way she fought. Stylish. Great future ahead of you sister!

And then again, i had the after-movie effect. After watching Spiderman last time, i HAD to do the hand action thingy. The one Spideman does to get web out of his hands. And then came harry potter. and i HAD to pretend i had a wand and cast spells on everyone on the bus on my way home from the cinema. Oh and then there was You Got Served. i HAD to do some break-dancing. No, literally, i almost broke my bones while dancing. i'm not a dancer u noe.

And now comes Elektra.cool female assasin with fighter moves. I just have the urge to run around and jump-kick "bad guys", swing two daggers in my hands and throw them through bushes.. But first, i am going to try to sit down, close my eyes, breathe quietly, and concentrate real hard and see if i can see what will be happening. (if u watched the show u'll noe what i mean)lol yes, the after-movie effect.

played mahjong too. but am damn tired, judging on the fact that i slept at 2 last night and woke up arnd 8 this morning. NO i do not, wake up at 8 on normal days. 11's gotta be the earliest. But Elektra was at 10. so yea. oh and have been trying to memorise SP's new songs lyrics for the past two nights so that i'll be prepared for the gig. OH YEAH. :)

Quote: "Orlando Bloom is much prettier than me."- Brad Pitt

Thursday, January 20, 2005

worked today.

but lazy to blog abt it. i'm already falling asleep, and it's 19:10.

still, i must say that it's definitely a better day than fri.


One thing i must mention tho...

Think i might be going to Simple Plan's gig. *smiles so widely dimples appear even when they usually dont*

"I won't take this anymore
One day I'll be old enough to do what I want to
I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day"

Quote: Dress like Britney Spears and think like me, and everything will be fine."-Madonna

Saturday, January 15, 2005

work today sux.

it's so freaking tiring,

my whole body hurts.

i went to bed at like 0030 last night but only managed to fall asleep at 5 this morning, by which, i had to wake up in an hour and a half time. there, i was gonna screw it up.

Rule no.1) Have enough sleep.

but i aint afraid of screwing up. i just hate screwing up.

WHICH,

fortunately, i didnt do so bad.

so yes, i wasnt a very good waitress, but i aint got no proper training, so i must say, i'm alright. oh wait, who am i kidding? I'M THE BEST! THE (now read as "thee") BEST!

look u guys! i found my confidence! it was hiding at the back of my closet there!
*recalls anna of The O.C* "Confidence, Cohen."




OKAY i'm a liar. i had no confidence at all. but i also had no doubtness. i was just feeling empty. like, "oh work today? okay." that's all. oh the empty me. i love that. lol :D

worked for like 7hrs and i must say, I LOVE CLEARING THE CAUCASIONS' PLATES! *beams* they're e nicest i'm telling u.

me: Excuse me sir/ma'am, may i clear ur plate?
white caucasion with very strong english/french-english accent: Yes, thank you very much! *smiles*


me: Excuse me sir/ma'am, may i clear ur plate?
typical singaporean who has that oh-look-at-me-i'm-rich-and-u-must-serve-me-well-or-i'll-get-you : *looks at me**looks back at friend**continues talking*


yeah, whatever, bitch.

Swee Hoon's Mind: yeah that was me talking.



but of course, not every singaporean are like that. and noticed i said bitch? cos mostly are females. one particular woman who thought she was so high class had thousands of problems. *shakes head* Can't u c i'm just a kid?? like i'm not kiddish enough? ask the senior looking ones lah! DUH~


okay so i was wrong to say that. we are supposed to serve the customer. shame on me.
BUT, this is my blog so I CAN SAY ANYTHING I WANT! MUAHAHAHAH!


Oh i the japs are pretty weird people too. one even tried to say "hai" to me. LUCKY for u sir, i speak japanese. suzuki,toyota,honda,yokozuna,takashimaya. oh and "hai". =)

time seemed to be passing really slowly. it seemed so long when it's only 10 mins. and i look out at the amnt of people to serve, man i was counting down the centuries to the end of work! kept walking in and out of the kitchen, doing some stuffs that i think, were uneccessary, and erm, keep wanting to drink water from the tap but couldnt find time for it. my colleagues were pretty nice people too..or at least maybe to me cos it's my first day of work... and yes i was the only person there who's experiencing my first day of work (note to jean: that Ronald guy already 2nd day. Oh and he got a tip! $2.50!).


so then this Jack came up to me and said, "u signed in till 3pm." i took that as a question and i replied, "erm, i dont know." he was like, 'no, i mean u signed in till 3 pm." me,*face glitters but still tries to hide that blinding light*"Oh is it?"(<-i am a good actress. *nod me*) Jack,"so now u can sign out and go." me, "oh okay."(when inside was already going "HOLY SON OF A GUN! THANK YOU!!")

ahh.. those heavenly words.


so i'm not motivated to do it again till i probabaly see the money next week. heh. i'm not doing it for the money, but if i have to spend my time doing this, seeing the money makes me feel it's worthwhile.

The most,





i quit lor. LOL


Quote: "I don't even care if i'm judged."-Angelina Jolie

Friday, January 14, 2005

Real to Me

Tomorrow's gonna be my first day of work.

I'm so gonna screw up.


Please don't give me that," Nah u wont..." or "Sure can do it one lah" speeches.(I know u guys mean well) I just cannot take it that people will have confidence in me when i dont have it in myself.. so don't put ur hopes too high..


It's like the o level results which are coming out, in i presume, around 2 mnths time.. I don't know how i'm gonna fare in it... And i absolutely have no confidence at all in my results (altho i did feel that math was quite easy).. Because never once did any of my results satisfy me. Never once. Obviously, i wouldnt complain if i did badly because i didnt study. But it sux to recieve that sort of shit when i did study. And as much as i dare say that i didnt study hard enough for a lot of tests, I dare say that i did for many more. i really did. But look what turned out? My results in secondary school were never once good. It couldnt even be good. Boderline. Yea that's where my best ones go. Let's just take my prelims as an example. I swear i studied. But the end results were atrocious. That's y i have to go to work tmr. C? No institute can take me in with that kind of results.

I dont like telling people how much i fare for my exams, bad, or good. Naturally, who wants to tell the world that they've failed their exams? (Yes i do tell sometimes, but i'm not proud of it.) And then why, will i not tell everyone that i've done well for a certain test or exam(This is just me)? Because i have no confidence that i will do well for that particular subject in the next test! And i know that by telling people, people will think that i'm pretty good in that subject and i feel this huge load on me. I'm ordinary. Not smart. My PSLE is another good example. A disaster.

Why do i keep telling everyone that i will go to ITE or that i know that i will have to retake the exams? It's not because i'm fooling around, joking, and it's not because i know that i did the papers wrongly. Truth is, part of me thinks so, because i basically forgotten everything i did during Os in Nov, so i dont know if they were right, or wrong. And the other part of me feels so, because i've lost all confidence. "Hey! have some confidence i urself!" as u may say. And yes! sometimes, i feel all confident about doing well! But then the papers are being returned to us, and i look at it, and suddenly it feels like all that confidence is being washed away. Tsunami. It's like, why the hell is it like that? Didnt i feel that it was easy? or was it only a hallucination? That's basically why i dont put my hopes up for every important thing i take now. Cos i know that the higher the hopes, the bigger the disappointment.

Another reason for so, i come from a family where everyone's smart. Seriously smart. The Teo family's filled with intelligent people and i dont know why i'm not one of them. I mean, doesnt it run in the blood? There's bound to be a part of me that's smart eh? Why cant i find that part? I might be the black sheep of the family that'll bring down the Teo reputation. I'm sorry u guys. I know my parents always tell me not to feel any inferiorty complex. I don't. I try not to anyway. As mom and i discussed, everyone in the family has a certain position in the royal palace, and i'll be the one selling pig's organ soup outside the palace.(On a lighter note: I thought that was quite funny tho' lol)

So that's why i'm going to ITE or retake my exams. Please just let me say that. Join me if u want.. It's hard for me if u guys have too much confidence in me because i know it's hard to get what u want me to. I hate disappointments. Call me a coward for not daring to face up to reality or anything else if u like. But that's just what i'm like. I'm more comfortable that way. =)

I don't know how i got to all these negativity in the first place. Forgive me, for dampening your moods, dear people. But a blog is for u to write out how you're really feeling right? I'm new at this, and it's hard. But i'm trying. So... do i pass?

Ps: Not to worry, i'm still a lark after this entry. It's just something bottling in me for..12 yrs of my life i think.

Quote:"I'm tired of seeing me."-Ashton Kutcher

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Movie Critic

Just watched the new season of Charmed on star world. I think something bad and sad happened on the last episode of the last season which is currently shown on channel 5. Yes, i have a huge feeling something sad might happen! I think... he got killed. He. OH NO!!!! I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE!!! NOT YOU!!!! damn i don't want HIM to die... :(

But in the new season, it's kinda...sigh. Leo's filled with hatred. Loads of hatred. uh-huh. But there're still some parts of the show that were quite cute and funny. Oh there was a part where erm, Piper kinda had another 2 pairs of hands growing out of her body (yes yes i know it's quite stupid), cos she got e power of some indian goddess thingy...And boy do the hands look SO COMPUTERISED! It's sooo bad.... so fake.. oh man...

One thing i must say though. Guess who appears on the show as a guest star? Nick Lachey. And he's gonna be appearing for 5 more episodes. Something's gonna happen between him and Phoebe. LOL what an actor. Singers becoming actors... Actors becoming singers... argh cant stand it lol. why cant everyone stick to their profession...?? lol but i guess he's a PRETTY good actor.. afterall, half of his married life are being filmed on air... he's bound to have learned the skills of acting(yes i believe that not everything we see on Newlyweds is true).

I'm gonna say that the last few episodes of the current season on channel 5 are worth watching.. Not that i have seen it... BUT I HAVE A PREMONITION. *glows* HE'S gonna get killed. NOOO!!!

That brings me to another film i watched on sat night. Cruel Intentions 2. That is one of the stupidest shows i've ever watched!!!! It started out being funny but ended leaving me in awe. i was like, "hm, okay, WHAT KIND OF SHOW IS THIS???" let me give u a little scoop.

It's about this guy Sebastian who got expelled from his school for bad behavior and got sent to Manchester in New York to live with his father and rich stepmom and stepsis. So he went to Manchester Prep School, where his stepsis is studying at. It's a rich school, and the unpopular gets hell from e popular kids.(His stepsis IS POPULAR. And a bitch.) So he bought over the delivery guy and changed his ex-school's report to one where he was the perfect student and the headmaster took him in. He fell in love with the headmaster's daughter, Danielle,who happens to be studying there too. So his stepsis(not related by blood at all) hates him, and tries to do everything to destroy him, and this virgin in school.( apparently, being a virgin= loser in their school.whatever.) His stepsis then found out that he faked his previous sch reports, and threatens to tell the truth to Danielle. She then flirts with him (oh her mom tried flirting with him too, and his dad was busy sleeping with his other girlfriends) and like,ewww! she's ur stepsis! I know they're like not related by blood but still, eww! and she tried to bed him. Then he refused and went to Danielle's, telling her that he needed to get out of New York cos it's driving him nuts, only to find out that... Danielle and his stepsis were planning to suck him in together! So there i was, waiting with excitement, thinking what's gonna happen next and what's he gonna do and all, and the he looks into the camera and said something.

"Oh well, if u cant beat them, u might as well join them."

And then he kisses his stepsis, and then Danielle, and then.. a threesome!!! And then he goes out with the two of them, to hook up the virgin. The end.

I KNOW!

"WHAT?!?!?!??!?!?!?"

Worst ending ever. Crap movie. It's funny, but it's crap. *shakes head*

haha i'm sorry u had to read all those. sorry for being crappy but well, i have to tell! okay feeling a littly tingy at my back now, and my neck feels hot and pain...so i'm just gonna end now.think i'm gonna faint. lol.

Quote: "Nick's a woman."- Jessica Simpson

Saturday, January 8, 2005

Just watched the news about the train accident in North Carolina... One train carrying passengers crashed into another train transporting some gas (which i dont know because i didnt understand it in chinese) and killed 8 people. It will also affect around 5400 people...

Last night i saw another news about the sudden snow storm around America, freezing 9 people to death.



It is happening.



Doomsday deck.




It's coming, i'm telling you. There's no ending to these disasters.





This is,




our Final Destination.
www.deathiscoming.com





Where will we be.....









the Day After Tomorrow?





Ok so i'll stop putting movie names into use.
And i know this is gonna be cliched, but let us just share some love around the wolrd now...


Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me,
when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me,
when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me brother,
when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem
that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me
when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

-Bill Withers, Lean On Me lyrics.

Quote: " I'm here to play music, not women." -John Mayer



Friday, January 7, 2005

I hate drama queens.


There was a girl i knew who always wanted to be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believe that she was gonna live her dreams
That what went down was gonna come around for all the
Doubters non believers the cynical that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes and you'll realize

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot, tough everyday wannabe...
but she'll have changed her destiny..
now she's a somebody.
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself.
Cuz she believes in nothin else
and you'll look back and you won't believe
that girl was me.

Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use.
She's gonna get there any way she can.
Now she knows what she wants no one is gonna stop her nothings ever gonna hold her down. For all the doubters non believers the cynical that once were dreamers..
One of these days you'll know that you were Wrong

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot, tough everyday wannabe
but she'll have changed her destiny
now she's a somebody.
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself.
Cuz she believes in nothin else
and you'll look back and you wont believe
that girl was me.

Life is a work of art you gotta paint it colorful,
Can make it anything u want don't have to stick to any rules
You don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you do,
You just gotta have no doubt just believe in yourself.
Doubters, non-believers.. once were dreamers.
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
and you'll realize

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot, tough everyday wannabe
but she'll have changed her destiny
now she's a somebody.
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself.
Cuz she believes in nothin else
and you'll look back and you wont believe
that girl was me.

- Lindsay Lohan,Drama Queen (That Girl) lyrics

Dont get me wrong tho'. The show's fine. :)


Ps: ¡Las exposiciones del español interesan! (translation: Spanish shows are interesting!)
Aún cuando yo no los entiendo heh. (Even when i don't understand them heh.)


Quote: " Only in dreams, will we be in a world of our own."- Albus Dumbledore

Thursday, January 6, 2005

5 years ago, a classmate of mine said this,


" By the end of the year 2000, the world will come to end." According to an astrology book.


It's been 5 years.



And we're still here.








But it's different now. Dont u feel that tho the world hasnt ended, it's falling to pieces? Let's retrace our steps.



2001: September 11, Osama and pals.
2002: Saddam and friends decided to join in the excitement.
2003: Sars, killing thousands of people, and ANIMALS.
Bird flu
2004: Nicoll highway. Tsunami, killing nearly 200,000 people and still in counting.


Doesnt it seem like the world is falling apart? Like it's not the same anymore?


Doesnt it feel like after the millenium, things become so different? Like now, people around the world cant seem to go out in peace, fearing that some danger lurks around them?


Dont u feel that way?






I think the world is falling apart. And altho we didnt end, it feels like we're gonna. Someday. I dont know when. But some day.







Not that i wrote this entry on a sad basis tho!


Cos i went for my work training today!
And let me just say that it was scary and nerve-wrecking, but it was a worthy lesson. :)





I learnt something worthy before the end of the world! i'm happy.

Quote: "What the world needs now, is love."

Tuesday, January 4, 2005

First day of the new school term.

But no school for me.






Yes, yes, i'm not JC standard, so no institution for my 1st 3 mnths, alrite?

Last night, i had a really bored feeling.. i felt bored.. because it felt like i had to go back to school e next day, when i actually dont! But it feels like i need to, so i'm feeling what most people are, when i actually dont have to! it was all depressing and dead until my bro told me that e 1st 3 mnths will be the best time of my life and that i had to enjoy it... So that's when i started reminding myself that there was no school for me the next day...and that i will be enjoying myself for e rest of my first 3 mnths...!





right?


i mean, i got a job, so, i wont be bored...


right?


My bro's words were erm, encouraging! i was happy for the whole night thru after that!!! woah!!






OK so actually, the karaoke helped alot. My family and i went out for karaoke at Aranda and it was sooo fun! We were belting out no. 1 hits of the 70s, 80s, 90s, and the millenium! OH I COME FROM A GREAT FAMILY OF PROFESSIONAL SINGERS!




Kidding. heh.

My bro and i started doing stupid dance moves, with me and my wave-like motion thingy(LOL) and the robotic thingy, and my bro and his MJ moves "OW!" lol..What a night.

Not to mention on 1st jan, hung out with a few of my 4e7 frens, and yesterday afternoon, was out with Lanetar, stacy and zhen xiu... Hectic..but it was fun while it lasted.

Anyway, once again, i forgot to mention something important.

No, it's not my birthday. Neither is it singapore's.

But it is the year 2005.

NO new year resolutions.

Decided not to, since i usually dont stick to them. yay.

Quote: "Be careful what you wish for."-Debbie Travis