Saturday, August 4, 2007

which way, please?

i have got to do something about this life of mine.

it's not spiralling downhill. it's not.
i'm not pregnant, not sniffing coke, not getting wasted every night, not doing anything illegal(not that i would put it up here if i were). i'm healthy, got a home, and my family's still strong and tight.

so why does it still feel like something's missing?

i know. it's the future thing again. so bleak. so..empty. cant really see what it is like to be exact.
i need directions.
i need to start taking control.

perhaps getting inked would give me some directions. some spiritual guidance.

rrrright. excuses. haha.

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