Reel Nonchalance

people tell me things. secrets.
i dont know why. but yea. i really do try to avoid knowing too much. ask everyone around me. they should know.

so just when i thought i could avoid knowing any more things when no one said anything else, i had to discover something. on my own. BY ACCIDENT.

now i know something else.
and i really dont know if it's a good or bad thing. i always thought that it would be a good thing. but this good thing came with an extra package. now i'm confused. and it's not me that i'm concerned about. darn.

stupid burden.

nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant. nonchalant.

maybe if i tried hard enough, it would work. c'mon, girl. try harder.