ok. i've been tagged by anna(go to link above). so i'll just carry on with my list.
Total volume of music on my computer: shant say the what the total volume of music on my computer is since i didnt download any songs into it (my bro did).
The last CD i bought: Rooster- Rooster.
Song playing: In My Place- Coldplay
Twenty songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
1) Untitled- Simple Plan
2) All In All- Lifehouse
3) Everybody's Changing- Keane
4) Come Get Some- Rooster
5) Joyride- Rooster
6) 100 years- Five For Fighting
7) How Can You Mend A Broken Heart- Michael Buble
8) Home- Michael Buble
9) If God Made You- Five For Fighting
10) Chapter One- Lifehouse
11) Daughters- John Mayer
12) Semi-charmed Life- Third Eye Blind
13) My Sacrifice- Creed
14) Mr Brightside- The Killers
15) Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson
16) That Thing You Do- The Wonders
17) I Don't Wanna Be- Gavin Degraw
18) I'll Be There For You- The Rembrandts
19) This Is The Last Time- Keane
20) Was It Him-xxxxx
Passing it to 5 people namely....
Jean
Yee Hwee (if u see this)
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erm yea. cant think of anyone else to tag since pris doesnt update (read this and update, girl!) *raises eyebrow*. oh well, that's about it. blog more soon. :)
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Monday, May 30, 2005
am in the midst of waiting for my cousin's(the one i worked part-time with) approval for my group to create a website for my unc's company. have a feeling she might not want us to, because she already has someone who's also in the midst of creating one for them.
but she's got nothing to lose, really. cos the website we'll be creating will only be shown on my school's IFC server, which means she doesnt have to show it to anyone else in the ouside world if she dislikes it. n if she does, she can also put it up on the net. plus, it's free. would you want it?
it's kinda pressurizing right now because my friends are putting high hopes on me. they kinda have the concept that since we're cousins, it should be easier and that we wouldnt need to waste time searching for other registered company(deadline's around friday or so). well, it might be a little, but at the end of the day, if she rejects our offer, i cant do anything about it. we cant force her. it's not that she has to. it's the company's choice.
well, i hope she does!
*shrugs*i just hope my friends wont hate me if this doesnt work. heh
but she's got nothing to lose, really. cos the website we'll be creating will only be shown on my school's IFC server, which means she doesnt have to show it to anyone else in the ouside world if she dislikes it. n if she does, she can also put it up on the net. plus, it's free. would you want it?
it's kinda pressurizing right now because my friends are putting high hopes on me. they kinda have the concept that since we're cousins, it should be easier and that we wouldnt need to waste time searching for other registered company(deadline's around friday or so). well, it might be a little, but at the end of the day, if she rejects our offer, i cant do anything about it. we cant force her. it's not that she has to. it's the company's choice.
well, i hope she does!
*shrugs*i just hope my friends wont hate me if this doesnt work. heh
Sunday, May 29, 2005
My Confessions
Dear Phil,
Ever since you left me, i havent been the same person. We've been together for 7 years or so, and you've never once left my side. You were such a part of my life.
Whenever i was down, you were there to lift my spirits. Whenever i was happy, you were there to make me happier. Whenever i was bored, you were the one who entertained me. We shared so many good times together. You were my heart, my life, my soul. You were the best thing that ever happened to me.
But now that you're gone, things feel different. Everytime i look at the place you used to sit at, i feel empty, like a part of me was missing. It's hard watching you leave, bringing along all the fun times we shared with you. i cant believe i just watched you leave and not say anything to stop that. But i had no choice. It really wasnt easy.
i'm trying to get use to life without you in my room, but it's probably gonna take some time. I miss you badly. Damn. Thanks for the days though, and the nights especially. :) Thanks for keeping me crazy.
Love you always,
Your ex-owner.
Yes, u guys, my tv's gone (to my parents room, for good). *sobs*
ok, just leave the number to the psychiatrist that you want me to see at the comments box.
Ever since you left me, i havent been the same person. We've been together for 7 years or so, and you've never once left my side. You were such a part of my life.
Whenever i was down, you were there to lift my spirits. Whenever i was happy, you were there to make me happier. Whenever i was bored, you were the one who entertained me. We shared so many good times together. You were my heart, my life, my soul. You were the best thing that ever happened to me.
But now that you're gone, things feel different. Everytime i look at the place you used to sit at, i feel empty, like a part of me was missing. It's hard watching you leave, bringing along all the fun times we shared with you. i cant believe i just watched you leave and not say anything to stop that. But i had no choice. It really wasnt easy.
i'm trying to get use to life without you in my room, but it's probably gonna take some time. I miss you badly. Damn. Thanks for the days though, and the nights especially. :) Thanks for keeping me crazy.
Love you always,
Your ex-owner.
Yes, u guys, my tv's gone (to my parents room, for good). *sobs*
ok, just leave the number to the psychiatrist that you want me to see at the comments box.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Slack-Day
today was basically a day to slack, really(yes, u can tell from the title).
1st lesson was Engineering Fundamentals, which was supposed to last for 2 hrs(2 periods). However, according to our lab teacher, we were supposed to go through the lecture for it before he could teach us the lab work but since the lecture was on mon(which was a public holiday), we didnt know anything. thus, instead of ending at 11 am, he let us off at 9.30am. felt freaking good.
we headed as a big group(almost the whole class) towards Mensa during break. it was pretty cool just sitting in a 3/4 empty canteen, drinking iced milo(with friends) and staring at the fountains. but then we realised how boring it would get later in the day.
here's our original timetable for the day:
9-11: EngFund
11-12: Emath Lec
12-1: Break
1-2: PSPS1 (tut)
2-4: IFCPROJ1
our IFCPROJ teacher couldnt make it, thus we all thought we could leave at 2. imagine the happiness. however, in comes our CP who told us that we had to go for a briefing at 4pm, which meant we will have 2 hrs of break in between.
now here's our new timetable for the day:
9-9.30:EngFund
9.30-11: break (because the teacher cant teach)
11-12:EMath lecture
12-1: break. (lunch)
1-2:PSPS1 tutorial.
2-4: break (AGAIN~)
4-?: bullshit briefing(compulsory)
at the second break, the whole group of headed to the library to explore, and yea, our plan was to rent a movie to watch. so we headed to level 6(or 7. i cant recall) and started looking for a movie to watch within that hour. but like i said, there were too many of us and we couldnt all agree on ONE movie.Thus, we ended up not watching any. lol. so we pretty much just sat somewhere and slacked.
now OBVIOUSLY, no one wanted to go to the bull briefing. so here and there some said they werent going, and some said they didnt feel like going. but we couldnt just leave our class rep alone now, could we? and plus, the CP did call me to tell me. i would be in trouble if i didnt show. i didnt know what went on but all of a sudden, we were all going together to look for our CP to question him about it. eventually, our miracle was this sheet of paper. i didnt know what it said but eventually, it wasnt us who needed to go for the briefing. it was the IBT students. well, that's according to what my friends said. so, our already-blur CP got more blur, and went like, "oh..oh.. ok then u guys can leave." smirks' up people! lol.
to be honest, i dont know if it really was for the IBT students or that my friends had very scheming and wonderful brains to overpower our CP's with that "confusing trick" of theirs. oh what the hell? whatever it was, it worked for us anyway. *grins*
on another note, the whole cca thing is driving me crazy. some say cca points will help in the entry of local uni. but ccas arent compulsory. my problem is, i'd prefer to enter overseas' uni but local unis are cheaper. but then having a cca would definitely affect my studies because i know i'm gonna need to spend a lot of time understanding Java. and ccas would be in the evening. however, if i'll ever end up wanting to enter a local uni, i'd lose out because i wouldnt have cca points. plus, "all work and no play makes jack a dull boy."... but i really wont have time for it.
hmm.
1st lesson was Engineering Fundamentals, which was supposed to last for 2 hrs(2 periods). However, according to our lab teacher, we were supposed to go through the lecture for it before he could teach us the lab work but since the lecture was on mon(which was a public holiday), we didnt know anything. thus, instead of ending at 11 am, he let us off at 9.30am. felt freaking good.
we headed as a big group(almost the whole class) towards Mensa during break. it was pretty cool just sitting in a 3/4 empty canteen, drinking iced milo(with friends) and staring at the fountains. but then we realised how boring it would get later in the day.
here's our original timetable for the day:
9-11: EngFund
11-12: Emath Lec
12-1: Break
1-2: PSPS1 (tut)
2-4: IFCPROJ1
our IFCPROJ teacher couldnt make it, thus we all thought we could leave at 2. imagine the happiness. however, in comes our CP who told us that we had to go for a briefing at 4pm, which meant we will have 2 hrs of break in between.
now here's our new timetable for the day:
9-9.30:EngFund
9.30-11: break (because the teacher cant teach)
11-12:EMath lecture
12-1: break. (lunch)
1-2:PSPS1 tutorial.
2-4: break (AGAIN~)
4-?: bullshit briefing(compulsory)
at the second break, the whole group of headed to the library to explore, and yea, our plan was to rent a movie to watch. so we headed to level 6(or 7. i cant recall) and started looking for a movie to watch within that hour. but like i said, there were too many of us and we couldnt all agree on ONE movie.Thus, we ended up not watching any. lol. so we pretty much just sat somewhere and slacked.
now OBVIOUSLY, no one wanted to go to the bull briefing. so here and there some said they werent going, and some said they didnt feel like going. but we couldnt just leave our class rep alone now, could we? and plus, the CP did call me to tell me. i would be in trouble if i didnt show. i didnt know what went on but all of a sudden, we were all going together to look for our CP to question him about it. eventually, our miracle was this sheet of paper. i didnt know what it said but eventually, it wasnt us who needed to go for the briefing. it was the IBT students. well, that's according to what my friends said. so, our already-blur CP got more blur, and went like, "oh..oh.. ok then u guys can leave." smirks' up people! lol.
to be honest, i dont know if it really was for the IBT students or that my friends had very scheming and wonderful brains to overpower our CP's with that "confusing trick" of theirs. oh what the hell? whatever it was, it worked for us anyway. *grins*
on another note, the whole cca thing is driving me crazy. some say cca points will help in the entry of local uni. but ccas arent compulsory. my problem is, i'd prefer to enter overseas' uni but local unis are cheaper. but then having a cca would definitely affect my studies because i know i'm gonna need to spend a lot of time understanding Java. and ccas would be in the evening. however, if i'll ever end up wanting to enter a local uni, i'd lose out because i wouldnt have cca points. plus, "all work and no play makes jack a dull boy."... but i really wont have time for it.
hmm.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
ok it's been a while. here's an update of what's been going on.
Orientation Day 2:
funny. all of us acted like we've known one another for a long time. everyone started chatting TOGETHER and i thought it was nice. we even had lunch together.well, that's because lunch was to be eaten in class. still, we pushed our tables together so that we could all chat while eating. i'm glad that all in all, the class is pretty cool. :) or at least, the claws havent come out yet. but right now, i like these friends.
the day again, was pretty much hot and.. well yea. learning the cheers and stuffs, very secondary school. *yawns* although, i must say that i have very enthusiastic mentors who can sometimes get to you. hmm.
now the night was different. we had inter engineering diplomas competition where each diploma was supposed to send a grp of performers to perform or something. that was kinda boring at first, because people were acting out lame skits and sketches that really bored me. really. especially the over exaggerated acting of some people who wanted to steal the limelight. gee. no offence to them tho'.heh. there was this grp tho, who performed a dance to "Jerk It Out" by the Caesars that freakishly entertained me. props to that.
then came "Scavenger Hunt". *grins* the host started naming out things they wanted and each diploma had to find those stuffs amongst themselves. stuffs like ten 1 cent coins, 1 plastic $10 note, 3 pink shoelaces(and stuffs)..... 8 pairs of trousers/pants and 10 t-shirts. Lol. yes. it didnt take a while before i could see guys topless or in their boxers prancing around the indoor sports hall. uh huh. n there were these two who were left with nothing but their boxers. no shirts, no pants. *laughs* yup, info-comms won the overall games.
Orientation Day 3:
nothing much to say.
Monday (23.5.05):
friends, i finally got to get out of singapore. *nods* yep i did. I GOT OUT OF SINGAPORE!!! dad's idea of going to Malacca for a day trip. we set off around 8.30 am and reached home around 11.15pm. it really was a day-trip. totally made use of the day i'm telling you. totally. i love my dad for having such a great sense of direction! he practically knows most of malaysia at the back of his hands. we went from malacca to muar to batu pahat to JB, bro and i took pictures with a snake (mom REFUSED to let me touch her after that lol), raced with fellow singaporean cars and bought the delicious Portugese Egg Tarts! they're really delicious! mmm yum. i'm drooling already. oh wait, i can just go grab one and eat it right now. awww arent u just so envious? (this doesnt apply to non egg tart eating readers :P) Had the time of my life. the only thing that got on my nerves was the check in area. apparently, my passport photo's a little unrecognisable because e picture was a photo of a 5 yr old girl who happened to not look like me. took us a while to pass through the customs. (in case u're still wondering, that photo was ME..)
Today:
teachers, stop trying to remind us we're in tertiary education now. we know. i'm having really bad post holiday blues. wish i am still having fun in malaysia right now. :(
Orientation Day 2:
funny. all of us acted like we've known one another for a long time. everyone started chatting TOGETHER and i thought it was nice. we even had lunch together.well, that's because lunch was to be eaten in class. still, we pushed our tables together so that we could all chat while eating. i'm glad that all in all, the class is pretty cool. :) or at least, the claws havent come out yet. but right now, i like these friends.
the day again, was pretty much hot and.. well yea. learning the cheers and stuffs, very secondary school. *yawns* although, i must say that i have very enthusiastic mentors who can sometimes get to you. hmm.
now the night was different. we had inter engineering diplomas competition where each diploma was supposed to send a grp of performers to perform or something. that was kinda boring at first, because people were acting out lame skits and sketches that really bored me. really. especially the over exaggerated acting of some people who wanted to steal the limelight. gee. no offence to them tho'.heh. there was this grp tho, who performed a dance to "Jerk It Out" by the Caesars that freakishly entertained me. props to that.
then came "Scavenger Hunt". *grins* the host started naming out things they wanted and each diploma had to find those stuffs amongst themselves. stuffs like ten 1 cent coins, 1 plastic $10 note, 3 pink shoelaces(and stuffs)..... 8 pairs of trousers/pants and 10 t-shirts. Lol. yes. it didnt take a while before i could see guys topless or in their boxers prancing around the indoor sports hall. uh huh. n there were these two who were left with nothing but their boxers. no shirts, no pants. *laughs* yup, info-comms won the overall games.
Orientation Day 3:
nothing much to say.
Monday (23.5.05):
friends, i finally got to get out of singapore. *nods* yep i did. I GOT OUT OF SINGAPORE!!! dad's idea of going to Malacca for a day trip. we set off around 8.30 am and reached home around 11.15pm. it really was a day-trip. totally made use of the day i'm telling you. totally. i love my dad for having such a great sense of direction! he practically knows most of malaysia at the back of his hands. we went from malacca to muar to batu pahat to JB, bro and i took pictures with a snake (mom REFUSED to let me touch her after that lol), raced with fellow singaporean cars and bought the delicious Portugese Egg Tarts! they're really delicious! mmm yum. i'm drooling already. oh wait, i can just go grab one and eat it right now. awww arent u just so envious? (this doesnt apply to non egg tart eating readers :P) Had the time of my life. the only thing that got on my nerves was the check in area. apparently, my passport photo's a little unrecognisable because e picture was a photo of a 5 yr old girl who happened to not look like me. took us a while to pass through the customs. (in case u're still wondering, that photo was ME..)
Today:
teachers, stop trying to remind us we're in tertiary education now. we know. i'm having really bad post holiday blues. wish i am still having fun in malaysia right now. :(
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Monday, May 16, 2005
I DO
*clears throat* ladies and gentlemen, i am officially invited to my cousin's wedding banquet.
my aunt came up yesterday and gave us the cake and the invitation card. *beams* i know it might seem like this is just another wedding banquet, and there's no reason for me to get all excited. but well, it's been years since i last attended one so..it's fun to attend one again.
and now, get ready as i announce the cold, hard, truth about me that might shock everyone out there who knows me. (Viewer Discretion advised.)
another reason why i'm excited about the wedding is because...
I cant wait to dress up.
okok, u're allowed to scream and run around the room in pure madness.
but once you've settled down, believe it. it's true. here's just something i'd like to clarify with everyone. People, i DO WEAR SKIRTS, ok? i might not wear them when i'm out shopping or whatsoever but that's because i just dont think they're very comfortable for doing all that. BUT i DO wear them at special functions. SO please dont make a big HOOHAA when u see me in them. really, what's the big deal?*raises eyebrow* every girl loves to dress up, and that includes me. it's just that sometimes i cant really be bothered so, u see me as who i am. but there are times when i do dress up so stop freaking out!
i'm just not at the making-up stage yet. heh. but when i do(which will probably be years from now *runs away from anna*), dont make a big deal out of it. Your calm composure and non exaggerated reaction is kindly appreciated. :)
random: tmr's my last day of work! muaha.
my aunt came up yesterday and gave us the cake and the invitation card. *beams* i know it might seem like this is just another wedding banquet, and there's no reason for me to get all excited. but well, it's been years since i last attended one so..it's fun to attend one again.
and now, get ready as i announce the cold, hard, truth about me that might shock everyone out there who knows me. (Viewer Discretion advised.)
another reason why i'm excited about the wedding is because...
I cant wait to dress up.
okok, u're allowed to scream and run around the room in pure madness.
but once you've settled down, believe it. it's true. here's just something i'd like to clarify with everyone. People, i DO WEAR SKIRTS, ok? i might not wear them when i'm out shopping or whatsoever but that's because i just dont think they're very comfortable for doing all that. BUT i DO wear them at special functions. SO please dont make a big HOOHAA when u see me in them. really, what's the big deal?*raises eyebrow* every girl loves to dress up, and that includes me. it's just that sometimes i cant really be bothered so, u see me as who i am. but there are times when i do dress up so stop freaking out!
i'm just not at the making-up stage yet. heh. but when i do(which will probably be years from now *runs away from anna*), dont make a big deal out of it. Your calm composure and non exaggerated reaction is kindly appreciated. :)
random: tmr's my last day of work! muaha.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
my letter for the orientation finally came. which means that school's gonna start. well, it is. i wonder if that's a good or bad thing. orientation's on the 18th, which means...i'll be working till the 17th. *sniggers quietly* lalala.
i want to go to Rooster's showcase here in singapore! but darn it, it's on my 2nd day of school. ah crap. plus, i dont know if i wanna fight with other people for space and curse at them for pushing..ever again. oh i hope they show the showcase on MTV. (or i shall write in and command them to lol)
random: i cut my hair.
i want to go to Rooster's showcase here in singapore! but darn it, it's on my 2nd day of school. ah crap. plus, i dont know if i wanna fight with other people for space and curse at them for pushing..ever again. oh i hope they show the showcase on MTV. (or i shall write in and command them to lol)
random: i cut my hair.
Saturday, May 7, 2005
340 degrees turn
forget about my rantings on thursday. i finally got Lifehouse's cd. :)
well, actually i wanted to get 3 Doors Down's cd yesterday, so met anna after work to go get it. we decided to go sembawang music centre (cos cds there are cheaper) and in the search for Seventeen Days, i saw Lifehouse. i swear it wasnt there on thursday. i'm sure about that. so anna's my lucky star. :)
met some friends i havent seen in quite a long time for dinner. it was pretty nice and all, but i realised we've all grown into different people. and we've all gone down different routes. seeing them in uniforms reminded me that school was gonna start real soon for me and i'm not ready. ok, more like, i dont wanna be ready. 6 months of that made me this way. heh. but that aside, found out that one of my friends is going to be taking air nautical(air force stuffs) in poly and i think that is SO COOL. she's a girl, btw. *smiles*
almost went to watch House Of Wax last night but figured that the movie would end around midnight, and there'll be no transport back home. PLUS, i didnt really feel like watching that movie at night. it'd be disturbing. thankfully, found out from jean just now that it was a sadistic film, and (now if u dont wanna know what happened yet, SCROLL DOWN NOW!) jared padelecki was the first to die! *sobs* and turns out everyone died and became wax figures in the end except for chad michael murray and i think that elisha girl. thank god i havent watched it(even tho i really had the urge to do so). i'm afraid of digusting/disturbing/sadistic/horror movies. but i'm not afraid to admit that.
prisc' birthday today so we went out, did loads of dumb stuffs(including bowling which i tremendously improved since the last time!lol) and took some pathetically weird photos. *laughs* i am such an un-photogenic person. bleagh. Something kinda turned me off though, but i'm not gonna mention it. and the weather sucks big time. i really need to experience one day of winter to let me appreciate this. let it snow, let it snow!
my mom got a mother's day present. it was a classy and trendy dinner purse/bag that suited her. i saw her smirk. she loves it. haha. man, the person who gave her that is so thoughtful and has a good eye for a classy buy.
oh yea, that's me.
well, actually i wanted to get 3 Doors Down's cd yesterday, so met anna after work to go get it. we decided to go sembawang music centre (cos cds there are cheaper) and in the search for Seventeen Days, i saw Lifehouse. i swear it wasnt there on thursday. i'm sure about that. so anna's my lucky star. :)
met some friends i havent seen in quite a long time for dinner. it was pretty nice and all, but i realised we've all grown into different people. and we've all gone down different routes. seeing them in uniforms reminded me that school was gonna start real soon for me and i'm not ready. ok, more like, i dont wanna be ready. 6 months of that made me this way. heh. but that aside, found out that one of my friends is going to be taking air nautical(air force stuffs) in poly and i think that is SO COOL. she's a girl, btw. *smiles*
almost went to watch House Of Wax last night but figured that the movie would end around midnight, and there'll be no transport back home. PLUS, i didnt really feel like watching that movie at night. it'd be disturbing. thankfully, found out from jean just now that it was a sadistic film, and (now if u dont wanna know what happened yet, SCROLL DOWN NOW!) jared padelecki was the first to die! *sobs* and turns out everyone died and became wax figures in the end except for chad michael murray and i think that elisha girl. thank god i havent watched it(even tho i really had the urge to do so). i'm afraid of digusting/disturbing/sadistic/horror movies. but i'm not afraid to admit that.
prisc' birthday today so we went out, did loads of dumb stuffs(including bowling which i tremendously improved since the last time!lol) and took some pathetically weird photos. *laughs* i am such an un-photogenic person. bleagh. Something kinda turned me off though, but i'm not gonna mention it. and the weather sucks big time. i really need to experience one day of winter to let me appreciate this. let it snow, let it snow!
my mom got a mother's day present. it was a classy and trendy dinner purse/bag that suited her. i saw her smirk. she loves it. haha. man, the person who gave her that is so thoughtful and has a good eye for a classy buy.
oh yea, that's me.
Thursday, May 5, 2005
#!@%$^&*#
it rained. it rained! i was supposed to feel happy. but the rain seemed to dampen my mood instead. and now, i shall rant about it.
1) the batteries for my reciever ran out on my way back to Tampines. it's quite a long ride, thus i needed my reciever to keep me awake and blast me with music i love. but that damned old thing that i had since p5(the colour's fading away) just had to run out of batteries. on a rainy day. And do not attempt to suggest to me to get an ipod. i cant afford it.
2) i cant get the Lifehouse cd. went to music junction to look for it but they didnt have it (i kinda expected them to). knowing that sembawang music centre wont have it, i still tried. but nope, no Lifehouse. i'm desperate to get a new cd. the last cd i got was Five For Fighting's which i bought like, 2 yrs ago. i want new music! (oh and yes, my discman's spoilt too. everything's old and spoilt. <-just had to add that.) Was considering The Killers,but.. i wanted Lifehouse first(i know, now it sounds like i'm ironic. hah.). the one selling at Borders' was $23.90/28.90 which is just too ex. Tampines should just import more cds! bleagh.
3) Now that i think about it, i should have just gotten 3 Doors Down's Seventeen Days!! totally forgot about it. argh!
4) wanted to make myself feel better by buying mocha frap. but guess what y'all? Starbucks rose the price! dammit! i know i could have gotten something else(heh) but i wanted mocha frap, and when it didnt work my way, it's like, "ah forget it."
HOWEVER, i found something that made me feel better after that. Waffles with cheese. mm..yum. thankfully, it's thursday. which means, sit-by-the-tv-as-they-play-shows-that-you-love-night.i just hope last week's everwood wasnt the last episode( tho i have a feeling it was). *breathes*
yea i know. i'm such a whiner.
1) the batteries for my reciever ran out on my way back to Tampines. it's quite a long ride, thus i needed my reciever to keep me awake and blast me with music i love. but that damned old thing that i had since p5(the colour's fading away) just had to run out of batteries. on a rainy day. And do not attempt to suggest to me to get an ipod. i cant afford it.
2) i cant get the Lifehouse cd. went to music junction to look for it but they didnt have it (i kinda expected them to). knowing that sembawang music centre wont have it, i still tried. but nope, no Lifehouse. i'm desperate to get a new cd. the last cd i got was Five For Fighting's which i bought like, 2 yrs ago. i want new music! (oh and yes, my discman's spoilt too. everything's old and spoilt. <-just had to add that.) Was considering The Killers,but.. i wanted Lifehouse first(i know, now it sounds like i'm ironic. hah.). the one selling at Borders' was $23.90/28.90 which is just too ex. Tampines should just import more cds! bleagh.
3) Now that i think about it, i should have just gotten 3 Doors Down's Seventeen Days!! totally forgot about it. argh!
4) wanted to make myself feel better by buying mocha frap. but guess what y'all? Starbucks rose the price! dammit! i know i could have gotten something else(heh) but i wanted mocha frap, and when it didnt work my way, it's like, "ah forget it."
HOWEVER, i found something that made me feel better after that. Waffles with cheese. mm..yum. thankfully, it's thursday. which means, sit-by-the-tv-as-they-play-shows-that-you-love-night.i just hope last week's everwood wasnt the last episode( tho i have a feeling it was). *breathes*
yea i know. i'm such a whiner.
Wednesday, May 4, 2005
last weekend was great. went out with my brother and cousins. it was a great deal of fun.
working for my cousin(another one)? not that fun.not that she's not nice or anything. it's just the job. but it's all fine.
daydreamed the whole afternoon at work. the scene of my father announcing to the family that we're going to New Zealand kept appearing in my head. and my reaction kept appearing too. it went something like this.
*my reaction*:
"WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *picks up phone and dials Anna's number*"
somebody give me the number to a psychiatrist please? thanks alot.
ps: if any of u have a great recipe to a good meal, please email me or let me know about it eh? (i'm planning to whip up a little meal for my momma on sunday.) thanks again.
working for my cousin(another one)? not that fun.not that she's not nice or anything. it's just the job. but it's all fine.
daydreamed the whole afternoon at work. the scene of my father announcing to the family that we're going to New Zealand kept appearing in my head. and my reaction kept appearing too. it went something like this.
*my reaction*:
"WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *picks up phone and dials Anna's number*"
somebody give me the number to a psychiatrist please? thanks alot.
ps: if any of u have a great recipe to a good meal, please email me or let me know about it eh? (i'm planning to whip up a little meal for my momma on sunday.) thanks again.
Friday, April 29, 2005
ah yes. god answered my prayers. i woke up yesterday, and the pain, GONE! and he gave me an extra too. i got out of my room, and VOILA, RAIN! it actually rained!! all that grumpiness just left my body immediately when i saw those lovely drops of water from the sky. mmm..
work was alright. at least i could use the computer.. to um, draw stuffs(i told you there was no internet!) on "Paint". beats doing crossword puzzles that i've been doing for the past few days.hee.
met jean after work to buy stuffs at TM. now read this. she parked her bicycle at the stands in between tampines branch office and the interchange, and i saw her locking it. so an hr later..
me:" so where's your bike?(i didnt recognise her bike among all others)"
jean: " erm, yea. where's my bike?"
her bike got stolen! I cant believe someone could actually cut through the locks and steal a bike in front of so many people in broad daylight. gee. and the police here? not very efficient. took like an hr to get to the the interchange. An hour! unless they came from jurong, an hour is.. way too long. if i got stabbed, i'd have died. sheesh.
anyhow, i think i'm getting too used to life without school. it's gonna be exactly 6 months of break on May 23rd(school opens on 24th) since the 1st day of the hols. which is why while everyone else worked for the past 5 months and are taking their break now for the final month, i'm actually working for the final month. well, it's not that i wanted to, but now that i am, it actually gets me a bit ready for school i guess.for one, the waking up bit. at least i think i can make it to school on time now that i can wake up earlier than 11. heh. i think. the bus i take to work every morning passes Temasek Poly and everyday i'll be counting down to the day where i will actually be getting off at that stop.
time passes so quickly when u're slacking.
work was alright. at least i could use the computer.. to um, draw stuffs(i told you there was no internet!) on "Paint". beats doing crossword puzzles that i've been doing for the past few days.hee.
met jean after work to buy stuffs at TM. now read this. she parked her bicycle at the stands in between tampines branch office and the interchange, and i saw her locking it. so an hr later..
me:" so where's your bike?(i didnt recognise her bike among all others)"
jean: " erm, yea. where's my bike?"
her bike got stolen! I cant believe someone could actually cut through the locks and steal a bike in front of so many people in broad daylight. gee. and the police here? not very efficient. took like an hr to get to the the interchange. An hour! unless they came from jurong, an hour is.. way too long. if i got stabbed, i'd have died. sheesh.
anyhow, i think i'm getting too used to life without school. it's gonna be exactly 6 months of break on May 23rd(school opens on 24th) since the 1st day of the hols. which is why while everyone else worked for the past 5 months and are taking their break now for the final month, i'm actually working for the final month. well, it's not that i wanted to, but now that i am, it actually gets me a bit ready for school i guess.for one, the waking up bit. at least i think i can make it to school on time now that i can wake up earlier than 11. heh. i think. the bus i take to work every morning passes Temasek Poly and everyday i'll be counting down to the day where i will actually be getting off at that stop.
time passes so quickly when u're slacking.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
work today started out plain boring. i was all alone in the office sticking stickers for 500 bottles of moisturising serum. and my reciever chose the right day not to recieve any proper channel for my kind of music.
fine.
then i got a call and had to do some heavy stuffs. and i felt something after doing it. now i'm feeling all the discomfort and i think i physically hurt myself. the more i think about it, the more it pisses me off. in fact, i feel like shit now.physically. god, please let it be over by tomorrow.
fook.
fine.
then i got a call and had to do some heavy stuffs. and i felt something after doing it. now i'm feeling all the discomfort and i think i physically hurt myself. the more i think about it, the more it pisses me off. in fact, i feel like shit now.physically. god, please let it be over by tomorrow.
fook.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
it's been 3 yrs since i last got out of singapore.
it's been 9 yrs and nearly 5 months since i last took a plane.
I want to get out of SINGAPORE!
it doesnt have to be for good. JUST FOR A BREAK! i've been stuck in this tiny town in this tiny island for so long, i'm so sick of everything! i'm sick of going out because i've been to places around for nearly a million times, and it just gets more boring each time. and as much as i love my home, i'm sick of having nowhere else to go but home. i just wanna get out of singapore. that's all. it could be a 2-day trip to malaysia. i REALLY dont mind(ok, maybe a 3-day trip would be better). i need a break from this country. and according to what i've been told, we should be able to travel real soon..next year.
oh ggggrreeeaaaattt!
8 more months!whee.
i.am.so.sick.of.this.place. I'm stuck here, really.
on a lighter note, i'm really looking forward to the weekend! long weekend! now i get why a public holiday is like a gift from heaven to working people. ok i exaggerated. but to me, it seems so now! *grins* WEEKEND! WEEKEND! WEEKEND! *chants*
Random note: Hey the dude driving the dull silver/grey van downstairs, don't speed in the carpark,man. It doesnt make u look cool, especially if u're driving a van. And if u make that same loud noise u did just now tonight, u're an ass. :)
it's been 9 yrs and nearly 5 months since i last took a plane.
I want to get out of SINGAPORE!
it doesnt have to be for good. JUST FOR A BREAK! i've been stuck in this tiny town in this tiny island for so long, i'm so sick of everything! i'm sick of going out because i've been to places around for nearly a million times, and it just gets more boring each time. and as much as i love my home, i'm sick of having nowhere else to go but home. i just wanna get out of singapore. that's all. it could be a 2-day trip to malaysia. i REALLY dont mind(ok, maybe a 3-day trip would be better). i need a break from this country. and according to what i've been told, we should be able to travel real soon..next year.
oh ggggrreeeaaaattt!
8 more months!whee.
i.am.so.sick.of.this.place. I'm stuck here, really.
on a lighter note, i'm really looking forward to the weekend! long weekend! now i get why a public holiday is like a gift from heaven to working people. ok i exaggerated. but to me, it seems so now! *grins* WEEKEND! WEEKEND! WEEKEND! *chants*
Random note: Hey the dude driving the dull silver/grey van downstairs, don't speed in the carpark,man. It doesnt make u look cool, especially if u're driving a van. And if u make that same loud noise u did just now tonight, u're an ass. :)
Monday, April 25, 2005
i just love Queer Eye For A Straight Guy. No, i didnt just rename the dating show Eye For A Guy. It's totally different. For one, it's US based. this show is funny, entertaining, interesting(in a "ooh..interesting" way) and best of all, it's gay.
I'm not insulting the show. In fact, the casts of the show self admitted to be gays on search for straight guys. No kidding. Sounds interesting? read on.
if u thought that this show was abt gays trying to look for partners? sorry to disappoint you, it's not. :) well it's actually about this 5 guys who at every episode, go to a "straight" guy's house and gets him ready for whatever BIG things he has on for the night.(eg. a party with girls coming over, impressing his boss or something.). So 1 guy's for grooming(how u should shave), one for styling(what u should wear), one for food and wine(what u should cook and can cook), one for interior design(to transform the pig sty into a chatteau) and one for culture(for erm.. well.. culture). lol.
so this is an all-guy show. it's all about guys. But i think more ladies watch it. because there're just soo many tips to learn, and best of all, the 5 guys(they call themselves the Fab 5) make u feel like, u've found ur best friends! lol. They basically transform BIG, TOUGH , ROUGH (and sometimes egoistic) guys into guys who're sentimental, stylish, clean, and cool. i dont know if u'll call that a good or a bad thing now, lol, but what attracts me is that guys get to have a different side too!! and it's really nice to see some guys really taking the effort to groom themselves before the event. i still say this... it's an all-guy show but it's such a lady friendly show.
i wish the Fab 5 could be my best friends. lol. they'll be like, my "sisters" i'm telling ya. Well actually, they're not GAY. they're just girlie.(but they admit so). courage man. the groomer and the cook arent that girlie anyway. it's just really the stylist who could really be my sister. he sashays when he walks, and demanded a kis from the straight guy at one episode. On the cheek that is. lol and the surprising thing was, it didnt even send chills down my spine. i just felt like it was a guy pecking a girl on the cheeks. CAN U IMAGINE THAT NOW? lol. love it.
now dont bother bugging me and asking me which channel it is on, because it's on the m'sian channel. hah. but u can always try tuning it if u want. or maybe mediacorp will show it one day.
if u werent so much interested in all that crap i just wrote, hah, i'm sorry u had to scroll past those. here's a few things abt my weekend. had a great one, because something really good happened that sent my parents grinning from ear to ear. and as for me? hey i benefitted to.*grins* i can't tell u. so dont ask.
anyway, we went to the supermarket yesterday and my parents did a "heineken" advert thingy. my mom was trying to reach for something on top of the shelf, and my dad came, took it down, stared at my mom, hugged the thing and walked away. hilarious i tell you.
okay i'm tired and head's bursting.
i'm so addicted to mocha right now. Random.
I'm not insulting the show. In fact, the casts of the show self admitted to be gays on search for straight guys. No kidding. Sounds interesting? read on.
if u thought that this show was abt gays trying to look for partners? sorry to disappoint you, it's not. :) well it's actually about this 5 guys who at every episode, go to a "straight" guy's house and gets him ready for whatever BIG things he has on for the night.(eg. a party with girls coming over, impressing his boss or something.). So 1 guy's for grooming(how u should shave), one for styling(what u should wear), one for food and wine(what u should cook and can cook), one for interior design(to transform the pig sty into a chatteau) and one for culture(for erm.. well.. culture). lol.
so this is an all-guy show. it's all about guys. But i think more ladies watch it. because there're just soo many tips to learn, and best of all, the 5 guys(they call themselves the Fab 5) make u feel like, u've found ur best friends! lol. They basically transform BIG, TOUGH , ROUGH (and sometimes egoistic) guys into guys who're sentimental, stylish, clean, and cool. i dont know if u'll call that a good or a bad thing now, lol, but what attracts me is that guys get to have a different side too!! and it's really nice to see some guys really taking the effort to groom themselves before the event. i still say this... it's an all-guy show but it's such a lady friendly show.
i wish the Fab 5 could be my best friends. lol. they'll be like, my "sisters" i'm telling ya. Well actually, they're not GAY. they're just girlie.(but they admit so). courage man. the groomer and the cook arent that girlie anyway. it's just really the stylist who could really be my sister. he sashays when he walks, and demanded a kis from the straight guy at one episode. On the cheek that is. lol and the surprising thing was, it didnt even send chills down my spine. i just felt like it was a guy pecking a girl on the cheeks. CAN U IMAGINE THAT NOW? lol. love it.
now dont bother bugging me and asking me which channel it is on, because it's on the m'sian channel. hah. but u can always try tuning it if u want. or maybe mediacorp will show it one day.
if u werent so much interested in all that crap i just wrote, hah, i'm sorry u had to scroll past those. here's a few things abt my weekend. had a great one, because something really good happened that sent my parents grinning from ear to ear. and as for me? hey i benefitted to.*grins* i can't tell u. so dont ask.
anyway, we went to the supermarket yesterday and my parents did a "heineken" advert thingy. my mom was trying to reach for something on top of the shelf, and my dad came, took it down, stared at my mom, hugged the thing and walked away. hilarious i tell you.
okay i'm tired and head's bursting.
i'm so addicted to mocha right now. Random.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
New Job old work?
working in the office aint that bad. it aint as boring as u think it will be.
well that's because u dont have time to be bored.
there was so much to be done. to start off, replacing stocks. getting them ready. looking for boxes. garh i hate that. climbing the ladder to take them down. so many boxes! but it's ok. cos i did my own little "map" of where the stocks were and which row it was, and which level and blah. :)
Filing. i have to say that as much as i hated filing worksheets for school in the past, i really didnt mind filing it today. i don't know why, but somehow it seemed different. plus, i get my own table. that's cool. (altho the comp doesnt log on to the internet =X ) loads of filing had to be done.
Faxing, photocopying, answering phone calls.Posting letters. Running errands. Stapling letters and putting them in their own groups.
i was getting all nerdy when i suddenly saw this letter that had my mom's name on it. and the letter behind, and the letter behind, and the one behind..and.. Oh. that was the filing that SHE did in 2000. and i'm re-filing it. i got more alive. hey, i was doing something my mom did! :)
and what makes this better than the last job i had?
i could break anytime i want. *smiles*
tiring as it is, but i could get use to this.
well that's because u dont have time to be bored.
there was so much to be done. to start off, replacing stocks. getting them ready. looking for boxes. garh i hate that. climbing the ladder to take them down. so many boxes! but it's ok. cos i did my own little "map" of where the stocks were and which row it was, and which level and blah. :)
Filing. i have to say that as much as i hated filing worksheets for school in the past, i really didnt mind filing it today. i don't know why, but somehow it seemed different. plus, i get my own table. that's cool. (altho the comp doesnt log on to the internet =X ) loads of filing had to be done.
Faxing, photocopying, answering phone calls.Posting letters. Running errands. Stapling letters and putting them in their own groups.
i was getting all nerdy when i suddenly saw this letter that had my mom's name on it. and the letter behind, and the letter behind, and the one behind..and.. Oh. that was the filing that SHE did in 2000. and i'm re-filing it. i got more alive. hey, i was doing something my mom did! :)
and what makes this better than the last job i had?
i could break anytime i want. *smiles*
tiring as it is, but i could get use to this.
Monday, April 18, 2005
woke up at 1230 pm just now. 3rd time since last week. dont be surprised. i slept at near 4 last night(or this morning). and it's not that i wanted to. i just couldnt sleep. i've become so used to late nights, i have to sleep around that time now. what am i going to do when school starts? darn. tmr's my last chance to wake up in the afternoon though, cos dad's coming back from china tmr night. i shall read myself to sleep tonight. :)
anyway, i was flipping through The Straits Times and came across the article "US child sex criminals getting away with it". Plain disturbing. Pure, plain disturbing. i cant believe there could be so many cases of the same kind happening in the US. molesting children and then murdering them after that? and those cases just keep happening everywhere. i dont understand how those bastards manage to kidnap the kids playing right in their own backyards. i mean, right here in singapore, it's possible because we're living in HDBs and void decks are easy places. but in the US? I shudder even at the thought of it. Ruthless.
note to self: you still love the other stuffs about america. yes, you do.
anyway, i was flipping through The Straits Times and came across the article "US child sex criminals getting away with it". Plain disturbing. Pure, plain disturbing. i cant believe there could be so many cases of the same kind happening in the US. molesting children and then murdering them after that? and those cases just keep happening everywhere. i dont understand how those bastards manage to kidnap the kids playing right in their own backyards. i mean, right here in singapore, it's possible because we're living in HDBs and void decks are easy places. but in the US? I shudder even at the thought of it. Ruthless.
note to self: you still love the other stuffs about america. yes, you do.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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i think Eye For A Guy 2 is going to be weird. it's not the show. it's denise keller being in it.
dont get me wrong. there's nothing wrong with her. in fact, she's really cool, and definitely a lot prettier than the last girl. what's her name? rachel..lee? yes (see i cant even remember her name). Plus, denise is a VJ on MTV Most Wanted. how much cooler can your road go?....Which is why i feel that her being on Eye For A Guy is so weird. cos i didnt think she'd need this to look for guys. i was always under the impression that she'd be the one making fun of the show than be on it.
What's up with VJs being on mediacorp shows? gee
anyhow, i think i'll watch the 1st episode and then decide if it's dumb. lol. (ps: she suits mark zee way better than rachel lee.) *grins*
WHICH REMINDS ME. MTV Most Wanted still owes me my Alanis Morisette CD!!!!! i won the cd and they were supposed to send it to me LAST MAY!!! c'mon u guys! where's my damned cd?!?
dont get me wrong. there's nothing wrong with her. in fact, she's really cool, and definitely a lot prettier than the last girl. what's her name? rachel..lee? yes (see i cant even remember her name). Plus, denise is a VJ on MTV Most Wanted. how much cooler can your road go?....Which is why i feel that her being on Eye For A Guy is so weird. cos i didnt think she'd need this to look for guys. i was always under the impression that she'd be the one making fun of the show than be on it.
What's up with VJs being on mediacorp shows? gee
anyhow, i think i'll watch the 1st episode and then decide if it's dumb. lol. (ps: she suits mark zee way better than rachel lee.) *grins*
WHICH REMINDS ME. MTV Most Wanted still owes me my Alanis Morisette CD!!!!! i won the cd and they were supposed to send it to me LAST MAY!!! c'mon u guys! where's my damned cd?!?
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Trouble
i was reading the newspapers, and then it suddenly hit me.
What on earth is my father doing in China right now?!?
it's so freaking dangerous! god.
What on earth is my father doing in China right now?!?
it's so freaking dangerous! god.
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